Friday, January 27, 2012

I forgot...

I forgot how many questions I have.

I forgot how painful not knowing feels.

I forgot how horrible it is to listen to him cry.

I forgot how therapeutic it is to hold my babies.

I forgot what tear-stained cheeks feel like.

I forgot how freeing going for a long run sounds.

I forgot how much we have to be thankful for. 

I forgot how much pain he's already been through. 

I forgot how long the road ahead seems. 

I am forgetting the He is in control.  

1 Peter 5:7
Cast all your anxiety upon Him for He cares for you.

Matt's MRI results came back today and the doctor called to let him know they found another mass in his pelvis.  That's all we know. 

Thanks for your prayers!


  1. We do seem to forget quickly. Maybe that is a coping method? God is in control and for that I am thankful. We will trust and pray and make it one day/moment at a time and lean real hard on Him!! Love you all so very much!

  2. Jules, my heart aches for you. As I read this post, tears are flowing and all I want to do is reach through this computer and comfort you some how. I'm so sorry. Your strength is always amazing to me, your beauty shines in your words and your honesty. This weekend our PAX team is together at the beach and I want you to know that your family is being lifted up in constant prayer. Chad and I love you guys a lot and we will continue to pray. Please let me know if there is anything else that we can do!